Reshaping my family, friends, and love ❤️ life
Last night I couldn’t sleep 😴 and stayed up until 3 AM, knowing well that I needed to be up early for work. However I couldn’t force myself to sleep with everything that was on my mind.
Things that were on my mind
My mind literally bounced from one ☝🏾 thing to the next and normally I don’t watch TV but I turned on Sex/Life on Netflix thinking it would watch me (hopefully I’d fall asleep on it) but I didn’t 😩 it added to my psyche and stimulated my brain 🧠 ( maybe 🤔 even my anxiety 😦 😟 😥)
- Real Life
- Truth Vs Reality
- Estate and Trust
- Life Path and Career
- Dating and Courting
- Being a hopeless romantic 💝 💘 🥰
- The quality of my love 😍 life, what I give and receive
- Daily and life habits
- Vision, Mission and Goals
- Past (childhood and entry into adulthood)
These were just a few of the things that were visualized in the show. One ☝🏾 thing that touched me about the show was the fact that she left the one she loved 🥰 for someone she liked who provided her with a fairytale life of security and stability. Her husband was handsome and successful plus he was as safe.
However, the downside to that is unhappy sex life; and the comfort one assumes after children are born forgetting about their partner’s needs, especially the woman who primarily cares for the child since conception with her life.
Having a life partner is more than just love ❤️ it’s chemistry ⚛️, balance ⚖️ and actually caring about the person you are committed to. It also requires for you to be fulfilled by your own desires and goals before you can achieve a life with someone else. This is why dating is important and so is courtship.
The art 🖼️ of being a human has been subtly lost 😞. We are all suffering whether we know it or not. As an individual you may be doing great 😊 but as a community we have been failing. Our morals, what we allow to be the norm or how we have replaced our traditional culture and way of life with a bunch of nonsense is utterly shameful, disheartening, and disrespectful to those who have sacrificed for us to be here. Especially those who have sacrificed their life.
As the new year approaches for me, there aren’t many impulses that I’m willing to act on or things I’m willing to hold on to. If I have to take the chance of 🌩️ or 🌧️ to afford a new slate of life then I will embrace it. I use to work hard 😓 at the things that seemingly don’t matter and now that I’m going through another rebirth, I’ve realized what truly matters. Ma’at is what matters, having a life that is balanced with love ❤️, truth, freedom, justice, and peace is what matters to me.
I’ll continue with this one in a series of posts to share what I’ve learned so far or what I am still grasping the lessons of Saturn 🪐 Returning to the place where I was born.
Side note: Saturn 🪐 in Aquarius ♒️ played no games 😂 to be honest Saturn 🪐 for anyone will make you feel like you’re going down. Wish you well Saturn in Pisces ♓️ people and general cyclers.
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